Jeffy

Just had my b-day today, 20 yrs of life, 20 yrs of pleasure, 20 yrs of suffer, 20 yrs of happyness, 20 yrs of misery. Thomas Jefferson once said,

    

     "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness." in the Declaration of Independence.

 

20 yrs of life, I have seen and learned alot, more than I can take, more than I can handle. Each of us has a very limited capacity in our brains. If things gone too far, gone too nasty, reach the point where we dont want to bother think about anymore, that's when we start to ignore our responsibilities. We fight because we want to protect ourselves, we work because we want to have what we want, we pursue dreams because we want to find our very own happiness. The pursuit of Happiness, witnesses our effort, what we deserved. 20 yrs, I have been looking for what I want, have been pursuing my definition of happiness. A while back then, I thought I have found my happiness, my future, my dream, my goal. Fate made me realized, that was a pretty little dream. I woke up today, found myself back to the reality, found myself lost in a familiar place, found myself confucsed in my very own life.

 

Despite all these, the song on my blog is for all of you. Love people whose around you. Put the blame on me.

 

I wanna thank you all for remembering and celebrating my b-day with me, no matter where you are. ^^

長時間不上, 打字都開始生疏了, okay maybe it isn't dat bad.

 

自天元有爹自遠方來以後就變成我有朋自遠方來了, 真的是不亦樂乎啊, 據説天元每天8點睡覺, 連跟女友MEETING的機會都沒有了, 今天終于解放, 牌也打了, 女朋友也見了. 我呢, 朋友來了以後變成私人司機, 服務周到 24 7 隨傳隨到. 更鳥的就是某人居然還在我面前耍脾氣, 媽的major attitude issue 大的我差點把電話沖到廁所裏. 原來人生氣的時候脾氣會變得這麽差, 現在能理解爲什麽波特蘭這麽多手機死於非命. 我只是跟朋友吵架, 要是和女朋友, 那可能要打起來了~! 開來在人品方面還有待改進.

 

對了, 不光我, 香香也有娘自遠方來了. 她也可以算是不亦樂乎, 我可是樂得不得了, 最爲新一點可憐小孩子, 平時吃不好, 拉不牢, 快餐漢堡直往嘴裏倒, 能吃到正中的中國媽媽菜, 那種幸福還真是從心底裏如滔滔江水湧現. 當然, 也要感謝香香夠朋友, 了解到我對正中中國媽媽菜的思念. 感謝萬分! 更要感謝香媽的精湛廚藝, 紅燒魚, 梅菜肉, 紅燒肉, 你點!

 

過2天就20了, 長這麽大從來沒有覺得自己真正成人, 但是現在, 對成人, 真是有說不出的恐懼.......

如果把我們都想象成洋蔥, 那麽它的皮層, 就代表著每個人一生所經歷的一切, 當我們嘗試去了解一個人, 我們打開這個人的一生的故事, 也不知道爲什麽, 眼淚就隨著被剝掉的皮層, 慢慢的流出來了. 作爲洋蔥的我們, 都有權力去做在橋頭講故事的老人.

可是失去的, 確實被遺忘的最初, 最初那天真的我們, 最初那可愛的我們, 最初那覺得天空只有眼睛看到那麽大的我們. 隨著年齡的增長, 這一份童心, 都被遺忘了. 隨著社會經驗的增加, 純白的天空在我們的眼中也不再純白. 隨著傷疤的增多, 那純真的笑臉也會隨著漸漸消失. 被打敗的是我們, 被這弱肉強食的世界打敗. 但是抹殺掉自己童心的, 卻是我們自己的雙手.

 

爲了生存, 我們變得醜惡, 變得奸詐, 變得虛僞.

就跟馬荔說的一樣, 波特蘭的6月的確有點冷.

冷的不是陰暗的天氣, 也不是波特蘭連綿的小雨.

冷的卻是太陽裏透出的寒風, 冷的讓人無法呼吸.

胡遠, 梁爺, 王希, 還有PSU另外4700多個畢業生畢業快樂!! LOL 亂快樂.

我還有3年的路啊. 苦是苦得嘞!!!